This past week, I went to my family and told them everything. Started with calling Paul to tell him about my financial situation and then my sister called and I finally yesterday called and talked to my dad and told him. My sister and Paul bought me out of the house and bought the jet skis and boat from me. This coming week either Monday or Tuesday I will be paying all my back real estate taxes on my home in full. I feel so much better and it wasn’t near as embarrassing and humiliating as I thought it would be, actually made me feel better. A whole lot better. I am selling the house and I am going to be moving. I don’t know where yet, but I will be moving. I am in a much better place than I have been in many years. The constant fear, anxiety, pressure and stress of going to prison is all but gone. I am no longer desperate, and making desperate decisions, which I have for many years. It was one desperate decision after another desperate decision which compounded into a total train wreck. I know you don’t read these things, but I thought I would share anyways and tell you that I have manned up.
4:09 AM 08/17/24